I don't even want to look at how many days it's been since my last post, but I know it's been far too long. This week has been pretty crazy. That's all I have to say.
It's officially the end of Week six for me of the term, and I'm quite excited. Still no summer job, but it looks like I might be staying in Eugene. Who knows. I'm just excited to see my cousin/sister graduate!
Speaking of cousins, my cousin was going to come visit tonight, but she bailed at the last minute. I know she says she wants to come over, and she says there's all these things she wants to try (like a half) but I've seen things get in the way every time. That's what happens when you have a big family (she has five siblings who all do sports.) The thought is nice, but she's just busy.
On a random note, I had a bit of a revelation the other day. During a long tiresome APO meeting, I realized that I really liked hanging out with the people around me. What is this, friendship? Oh my goodness. I'm actually forming friendships. Ten points for the socially awkward chick!
I've been in a good mood lately. Honestly, I think during the winter term I had slight depression. I know I say that lightly, but hear me out:
I never wanted to do anything, I felt pretty emotionless, and I just zoned out. I didn't have to worry much about my classes, but I don't think it would have mattered. Maybe I had SAD, because as soon as I started moving around outside in the sunlight I actually started to feel stuff. I don't think I was seriously depressed, but I think there was a hint of it.
Do my thoughts seem a bit scattered? Perhaps. I'm still a little tired. I only got about seven hours of sleep, despite sleeping in. Another thing I'm wondering is have you ever felt gross even after a shower? I had to wait until morning to shower, and I still feel gross. I scrubbed up, but still feel icky.
So, that's an update from me. Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend! I'll be posting more soon!
What plans do you have for the weekend?